Ok so yes at this moment in time I AM pregnant but we just had the transfer today. LOL Dr. Virro chose to transfer 2 (scary I know) but I hope his statistics about the possibility of twins is right and that I only get pregnant with 1!
Anyway, the embryos were better than the best, they are super embryos! A typical day 3 embryo only has 8 cells and has a grade I or II and they had 2 of them but the super embryos were already 16 celled morulas which makes them a day 4 embryo on day 3!!! These are the best embryos I have transferred yet so this just HAS to work! They are growing the other 2 out for another 5 days or something like that before freezing them and I hope they stick around just in case.
I don't have a bad feeling about this but I haven't really had a good good feeling like I have in the past. Its been so different this time around that I haven't really given much thought to it all, I've just been going through the motions. Sitting here now, I feel pretty good about this but I'm so nervous still and I have no idea why!
Hopefully in a few days we will know something and it better be good news!!
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
It's time!
So much has happened since my last post (I really need to try and be better at updating this). My grandpa got better and out of the hospital, had a couple of the best weeks of his life, or at least in the last couple years and then passed away April 9th. It was a shock to us all and very emotionally challenging. Day by day, things get better/easier. We all still miss him a lot.
For something good in my life, I got all A's and 1 B in my classes! We just started our summer classes and so far it's not going so good, however I just need to pass it, it's a general education class. And for the purpose of this blog, I am starting to cycle finally!!! Yesterday I started my period right on time, received my meds for this leg of the journey and tomorrow I do my first dose of Lupron! I'm nervous about it, I got headaches last time I was on Lupron, but I'll get through it!
In just over 2 weeks we leave for vacation with my dad, his wife and her grandkids and my sister and her family. We've never done a vacation like this before but I'm hoping to make it a tradition. We are going up north to my dad's cabin and going fishing for the week! I'm so excited!! I haven't been up there since I was a kid and I've been dying to go back and now we are, with my beautiful family to boot! We get back on the 18th of July, IM's retrieval is on the 20th and the expected transfer date is July 25th. I won't have much time to relax in there, as soon as we get home I will have to do laundry and repack to leave again, but it will be worth it! Unfortunately I haven't had any dreams yet about this surrogacy journey but I do have a gut feeling about this transfer and it's a good one! I just know I'm going to get pregnant but I really hope its only a singleton. I don't wish to carry twins again for many reasons but if I do, at least I'll know what to expect and I'll be familiar with the clinic and hospital I will deliver at. I'm so thankful that my IP's will be ok with whatever I decide in regards to the hospital and such that I deliver at in the event we have twins. Oh, and that reminds me, I'll also be meeting them when I go for the transfer!!! They are staying longer than they need to (which will be from July 4th until at least July 21st anyway) just to meet me and spend time with me. I'm nervous because she doesn't speak English (and I don't think their daughter does either) so J will have to interpret into Spanish and English for us but I know they are very nice already so we will get through that too!
For something good in my life, I got all A's and 1 B in my classes! We just started our summer classes and so far it's not going so good, however I just need to pass it, it's a general education class. And for the purpose of this blog, I am starting to cycle finally!!! Yesterday I started my period right on time, received my meds for this leg of the journey and tomorrow I do my first dose of Lupron! I'm nervous about it, I got headaches last time I was on Lupron, but I'll get through it!
In just over 2 weeks we leave for vacation with my dad, his wife and her grandkids and my sister and her family. We've never done a vacation like this before but I'm hoping to make it a tradition. We are going up north to my dad's cabin and going fishing for the week! I'm so excited!! I haven't been up there since I was a kid and I've been dying to go back and now we are, with my beautiful family to boot! We get back on the 18th of July, IM's retrieval is on the 20th and the expected transfer date is July 25th. I won't have much time to relax in there, as soon as we get home I will have to do laundry and repack to leave again, but it will be worth it! Unfortunately I haven't had any dreams yet about this surrogacy journey but I do have a gut feeling about this transfer and it's a good one! I just know I'm going to get pregnant but I really hope its only a singleton. I don't wish to carry twins again for many reasons but if I do, at least I'll know what to expect and I'll be familiar with the clinic and hospital I will deliver at. I'm so thankful that my IP's will be ok with whatever I decide in regards to the hospital and such that I deliver at in the event we have twins. Oh, and that reminds me, I'll also be meeting them when I go for the transfer!!! They are staying longer than they need to (which will be from July 4th until at least July 21st anyway) just to meet me and spend time with me. I'm nervous because she doesn't speak English (and I don't think their daughter does either) so J will have to interpret into Spanish and English for us but I know they are very nice already so we will get through that too!
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Just keep swimming, just keep swimming
Since my last update we have officially signed the contract with J & M! I had my IUD out about 4 weeks ago now and am on birth control pills as the first step for cycling. I am applying for my first ever passport in the morning and will hopefully be receiving the medical testing kit in the next day or 2 and then we will be ready to cycle!!! This is such an exciting time but I'm glad to have a bit of time before transfer yet so I have time to let it all sink in that I am actually doing this again, especially since saying that I was absolutely done after my last journey. LOL
I do have something in life kind of overshadowing things right now though. My grandpa's heart stopped this weekend and he is now in the hospital 2 hours away. We don't know why it stopped nor do we know why he is bleeding internally (which is also something we didn't know before this weekend) but I hope we hear some answers in the next day or 2 and that grandpa has some time left with us. I'm not ready to lose my last living grandparent just yet and and my girls aren't ready either.
So I'm doing a lot of praying lately and honestly my head just isn't "in the game" so to speak with the surrogacy just yet.
I do have something in life kind of overshadowing things right now though. My grandpa's heart stopped this weekend and he is now in the hospital 2 hours away. We don't know why it stopped nor do we know why he is bleeding internally (which is also something we didn't know before this weekend) but I hope we hear some answers in the next day or 2 and that grandpa has some time left with us. I'm not ready to lose my last living grandparent just yet and and my girls aren't ready either.
So I'm doing a lot of praying lately and honestly my head just isn't "in the game" so to speak with the surrogacy just yet.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Finally moving forward!
It's taken quite a while and a lot of back and forth and wording changes, additions, subtractions and more to finally get here. My IP's, now known as J&M, have agreed to the contract as it sits as have I and we will be getting the final one soon to sign and get a move on the rest of things!
I need to have my IUD out and I suppose if I'm doing that I will also have my yearly done and if they would tell me what I needed as for testing I could go ahead and have that done as well. My fear is that it will take for-bloody-ever to get in to get this all done which in a way would suck and yet be a blessing. It will suck simply because, well it will take that much longer to get to transfer but it would be a blessing because if we wait until the end of April or May-ish to transfer then we Ansil goes to Rochester for the pool tournament for a weekend I can go with AND party! Well, no matter how it all falls, it will be for the best.
I'm just happy to say that we are finally moving forward instead of being stuck in a rut or sorts.
Although, I did get some news that kind of makes me sad. My first IP's I guess are almost positively moving forward and I won't be able to help them because, well obviously I'm already matched. :( This makes me sad BUT their first surrogate is available and if they really do move forward she is going to help them!!!
I need to have my IUD out and I suppose if I'm doing that I will also have my yearly done and if they would tell me what I needed as for testing I could go ahead and have that done as well. My fear is that it will take for-bloody-ever to get in to get this all done which in a way would suck and yet be a blessing. It will suck simply because, well it will take that much longer to get to transfer but it would be a blessing because if we wait until the end of April or May-ish to transfer then we Ansil goes to Rochester for the pool tournament for a weekend I can go with AND party! Well, no matter how it all falls, it will be for the best.
I'm just happy to say that we are finally moving forward instead of being stuck in a rut or sorts.
Although, I did get some news that kind of makes me sad. My first IP's I guess are almost positively moving forward and I won't be able to help them because, well obviously I'm already matched. :( This makes me sad BUT their first surrogate is available and if they really do move forward she is going to help them!!!
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